Just a thought of mine....

I am thinking...just thinking. Its quite comforting sometimes. Just to think about life. What's happening in your life? Anything exciting? Boring? Anyone sweet in your life? Do you enjoy life? Do you know who that special someone is? Have you not told them!? Well, I got news for you. Tell them!! Cause they probablly think you're their special someone too, and if you don't do anything they will be left heartbroken thinking you don't like them. They can't wait for you forever. 'But what if I literally CAN'T say anything?' you say? Why can't you say anything? 'Because it's difficult. And a bit funny?.'...Okay, firstly don't worry! Think of the obvious. How do they act around you? Do they act differently to how they do around other people? Do they go pink around you? Do they smile alot around you!? Now, ask other people who they might talk to. What do they say? What do they say about how that person feels about you? So, did you say yes to the first question? Then did people say that the person likes you? Well, then this probably means they DO like you!! And you should definitely say something before its too late! Of course, if you are still too nervous, perhaps you could let them know that you know they like you! In fact, you should DFINITELY do that!! It's not fair to leave them thinking that it's all a secret. It's just nicer. So, get your phone now. GO ON! DO IT!!! Be the bigger human being for once and put this person out of their misery! Have you got your phone? Good. Okay! Now get texting!...................Done? Right! Now send it to that person!..Don't give me a dirty look like that! Now go on! SEND IT!..Have you done it? I hope you have! You have!? Good! Now you are officially a good person!

Of course, after reading this. You may think it's better to tell this person face to face when you see then next. This is also good. It shows you care about how they feel after you tell them. It will make that person feel better about you telling them. But remember, they will be embarresed at first! They may try to lie, but chances are that they are either a bad liar.....or they won't try to lie at all. So perhaps let them know through text, and then chat with them about it face to face. That is the best way.

So, I hope you have found this 'helpful'! I guess the 'moral' to this is....DON'T HIDE YOUR LOVE!! This could break hearts :) Was a bit of a random post..but hey! why not?
So, I will write soon, faithful blog-readers! Night night
-Georgia xxxxxxxxx

If I could just sit here and cry, I would.

I am losing my mind. I have a splitting headache, sore throat, blocked nose and to top it all off..all hell has broken loose. Why can't we grow up? Put our differences aside and talk like proper people. Sort it out. Is that too much to ask? Of course it is...and everyones gonna leave and go their own ways and I'm gonna be left on my own thinking 'what do I do now? Where do I go? Who do I go with?!' and that scares me. I'll admit it frightens the hell out of me. Because i know that nothing is going to be the same and I don't know what to do. I wont cry though. Why should I let this get to me so much it reduces me to tears!? That's just not on and I wont let it happen! But everyones changing. and everyones arguing. and it IS getting to me and it DOES hurt. and so i am going to cry. only a bit. but I'll admit, i will.  I guess this is the time where we all ask ourselves..what kinda person am I? Do i act differently to please people? and Who do i want tobe friends with? 

Better...Or..Worse?

oh god...On Thursday I have to perform a song in music with my group..it's okay..I suppose.. I'm not sure. I'm listening to other peoples and they just sound so much better!! Its difficult sometimes. but you gotta pull your socks up and carry on otehrwise you'll sink. and it will get harder and harder to swim back up the surface and then you'll drown. drown in everyone elses success and die in your rubbishness! If you don't work hard people will just trample all over you. Thats why it's difficult. and THATS why I can't give up. Thats why i can't just go 'I can't do this anymore! I'm not good enough'. Deep down, I suppose I know i AM just as good as everyone else. but sometimes It doesn't feel like it...Like in Maths..I try my very hardest in maths. probably more then science..just because I want to do well in it. I don't want to be the only still getting level 5's in maths. But I am. and I always will be. I will always be the girl who gets lower marks then everyone else in maths. I know I shouldn't complain. I know there are people who get worse marks then me, but it's hard! I just want to do SO well. I just want to show that I can be as good as everyone else. Even though I'm probably not. Sorry If i sound like im complaining...I guess it just gets me down sometimes..
see you soon... xx
Georgia x

The WORST LIAR award goes to,,,,,ME!

I am officially THE worst liar EVER!!! if I ever need to depend on my lying skills to save my life...i am truly going to die!Haha! oh dear... :)

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I am actually so annoyed right now. In fact I am ANGRY!!! Its lucky no one is standing next to me now else I'll have to hit them! I.Really.HATE.two.faced.BITCHES!! >:(

New fish, New guitar, NO new messages...

 Hello there you lovely person who is reading my blog!! :)

I had to buy new fish today...cause my other ones died..it was a sad feeling...but on the up side I have some pretty cool coloured ones!! :) It's quite soothing and relaxing tojust sit here feeding them...! Have also just been browsing for guitars and I found a faantsticc one! Its lovely! But its £139.99!! I dont have that sort of money!! Also, it's getting depressing sitting her talking to myself!! haha! my phone is on the side and I keep checking it every few minutes just for it to tell me thaat I have NO messages..'I have NO friends (that want to talk)' haha! what  sad sad life I lead..but at least it means, when I actually DO get a text i get waay more excited than I really should! :) anyway..I best be off now..cause I have(absoloutely nothing, nada, zero) things to do! See you next time !

Georgia xxxxx

Just a load of Blabbling!

Hey! wow, it's been a while since I have written on this thing...not quite sure what to say..OR where to begin! two very different things! hm..well okay. Basiclly (Is that even spelt right!?) Man I have just been looking at my old posts on here...shit!? what the hell was I even thinking when I wrote those things!? sounds like a load of drivel!! haha! I'm looking through my journal but there are only things i there I can't write here! okay, How about this..I'm learning guitar! and last night I wrote my first song! so..uh..I'll post it up here..

 NOBODY CAN SEE WHAT I SEE IN YOU
I watch you across the room, I stare at you across the street,
It's just the way that you are so sweet,
I just can't see why nobody can see what I see, In you.

You smile at me and I catch on fire,
I'm pretty glad that I'm no liar,
I just can't see why nobody can see what I see, In you.

I laugh at you when you wink at me
I'm sure I love you more than I love tea,
I just can't see why nobody can see what I see, In you.

But inside I know that it's not real
I just don't know how you feel
I just can't see why nobody can see what I see, In you.

You kiss me in a dream, that's what I call mean!
You kiss me all in a daze like you've been in a maze
I just can't see why nobody can see what I see, In you.

Friends love me, my Family loves me
so why can't you love me?
I just can't see why nobody can see what I see, In you.

It's just not meant to be, your near to forty-three,
It's just not right for you to love me,
I just can't see why nobody can see what I see, In you.
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So there you have it..my first ever song! Not quite sure why I wrote it, i just kinda made it up as I went along. None of the lyrics really make sense but it's quite cool to sing! Also, I'm pretty excited about the new My Chemical Romance album!! wooop! It has been a prettty amazing day today!..Plain school day. but lots of things are happening that are excitingg and it's making my life so much more exciting! I wonder though, if yuo cute open my chest would there be a whole heart left? would there only be half? or would it have just shrivelled up and died? From last year or so..I must say I am so much happier now! god, I was just depressing last year I'm not even kidding! I look back and sometimes read my old journal and get a bit worried or scared that something might happen that sets it all off again..and just sends me whirling into a state of depression...I'm sure it wont! but theres always the thought. but anyway! thats enough of me blabbling on and on! what sort of word is that!? Blabbling? I like it! I'm gonna use it more often! hahaha! anyway, see you guys soon!...those of you who read this anyway. I'm pretty sure I'm writing this to myself!...or one or two people but thats it! ah well! see ya soon

Love Georgia xxxx

a fish a fishy a OO!!

Hey...Don't you guys just LOVE my new fishies..just above my profile pic?! They're AWESOME!! when you click on any bit of the white box it drops fish food and they eat it! give it a try! :)


anyway...bye for now! x

In My Shoes..

Hey! Well, basicly today is Sunday...and usually I see all my bandy people on this day but I don't have band today due to a short break..which is okay. Not great but..Okay. So today I went into town with a few of my buddies (Ivy,Flo,Daisy,Maisha,Freya and Becca) They're awesome people! So yeah...was a pretty cool day all in all...Some nutter yelled at us 'Watch out, your going to be slaughtered tomorrow!'...That freaked us out a tad..haha!! But here are a few photos of what we got up to!!....

Hey! So, I have recently started a brand new book, which is set in the 17th Century. And I thought I would post it here...not because I think you may enjoy reading it becuase I know nobody's reads my blog, I'm putting it up here cause I have nothing else to do..So enjoy. If your even bothering to read this. And thanks x Love ya :P

Epilogue

I knew this would eventually end badly but for some reason it didn’t come to my attention that my punishment would be quite this bad! Of course I should have known better, the punishments in the seventeenth century were cruel, but then I suppose that is life! I don’t regret what I did though, I believe it was the right thing to do even now, as I wait in my tiny room with no source of light apart from candle the size of my finger, but it’s flame is slowly dying and before long it go out completely. I can’t claim that I’m exactly ecstatic with how things have turned out as that would be a complete lie and I may be a murderer but I am not a liar. Tomorrow I plan to go out and accept whatever happens to me as deep down I know that I deserve it. But then so did those people that suffered at my hands not too long ago. And after I finished with them I’ll admit, I felt good! In fact it felt fantastic! But please, do not judge me just yet as you have not heard more of my tale. So without further ado, I present to you the story of me and how I came to be called Stephan Archibald- the Bloodthirsty Killer.

Spoons, Frosties And Fame..

Dear Good Reader...

Today, I managed to earn myself a whole new nickname!....Spoon! I am now Spoon, head of cutlery and dining! lol...My friends now think I'm nuts! :) Got band on friday! We are competing in Finals! It's all good...! :D Also, someone keeps hacking into my facebook and it's starting to piss me off! I'm getting 3 pieces of homework a day and have taken to eating frosties dry. That's all for today! See You soon...

-Georgia
P.S. One day..my blogs will be famous and people will actualy READ them!! :D x

Sun Sun Sun!

Hello good reader....

I hope you have all had a rather fabulous day! Here in the south of England it has ben sun sun sunny!! I have to say, I don't particularily enjoy the sun but today wasn't too bad. Had band from 2pm but had to leave early at 4 as my parents are going to a fancy dress party! Dad's dressed up as Adam Ant! hehe, he's wearing eyeliner and everything! It's halairious haha my cat is sharing my chair with me and is licking my elbow...It tickles!! hehee!! At the moment I'm doing german homework AND maths revision as they have decided to start our gcse's a year early this year!! aargh!! haha! Anyway, I best be off...lots to do, things to see! OH!! I nearly forgot! MY BOOK CAME!! SKULDUGGERY PLEASANT: MORTAL COIL!! :D IT'S AMAAAZING!!!!! :D I'm so sad...but I don't caree! I'm also VERY geekky! but I don't care! :D okay..I better be off now!...bye bye! xx

Georgia x

Year 9 Here We Come!

School Starts again tomorrow... We'll be in Year 9, choosing our GCSE's!!! woop woop! I'm actually really looking forward to it! Here are a few piccys of what we get up too at school! :)

A Weekend Of Band Is Just My Cup Of Tea...

Dear Good Reader....
Got back from band camp yeterday at about 9pm... As much as I am glad to be home I can't help missing the nutty and slighty deranged friends from band! Sure, there were a few times where I was a little under the weather but most of the time it was fantastic! I feel like I have grown closer to so many people it's great! My trumpet is now officially called Sammy and I also somehow managed to obtain a pair of gay parents aswell as my biological ones...haha! We went up on Friday evening. and the first excitment of the weekend was that we got lost! Finally arived at about half 12pm!! Saturday was fun and spent a lot of time on part 4 which unfourtunately I kept messing up. I was rather down towards the end of the day and a little upset. Luckily I had my 6th Hove family to cheer me up! Sunday was a much better day! Apart from the fact that I had a splitting headache but we'll skim over that! Lets just just say that thanks to James and Lee...I managed to drink more water then I think I ever have done! The last runthrough of the show on Sunday evening was AMAZING!! it was just faantastic! On Monday we all had to pack after breakfast....it was a sad sensation! After a few hours of practising in the onion field (it smelt of onions)...we set off to a fate which we were booked to play at...and I have to say..our static run through was just..BLOODY AMAZING! there are no words to explain! and also...we got a MEDAL!! along with dogtags! Gold medals as well!! :) the crowd enjoyed our show soo much we had to play the closer again!! It was a great weekend with a few ups and downs but all in all I had a bloody great time!! We got a competition next Sunday in Eastleigh...can't wait! There's gonna be a lot of old friends there I can't wait to see again!!

Well I best be off now! Hope you enjoed that recount thingymajig!...I certainly enjoyed writing it and going over memories again!
P.S.Take a look at the photos I have posted! They are goood!! :) x

-Georgia xxx

C.O.D(ColourOfDay,this colour expresses how I felt about what I have written in my blog) - Orange
Phrase - Cake...Or.... Death?