Tuesday 20 September 2011

Do you know you love me too?

Do you read what I write?
Do you hear with think?
Do you see what I do?
Do you know how I feel?
Do you know I love you?
And do you know you love me too?
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Just something I thought up on the spot which kind of explains my mood. I think I have an obsession..which is probably not healthy all things considered, but hey, what can I do? I have an obsession with love. Not just any old random love though. I am obsessed with my love for you. And I can't stop it..I have tried and tried but I can't! So I am giving into it and letting it overwhelm me, untill it might eventually wear off. It's been nearly 4 years now, and my feelings are still strong, if not stronger. Which is strange, because apparently love is meant to fade over time whereas mine has only increased.
                                                          
I love to see your face
And love to hear your voice
And I think your as perfect as a card that says 'Ace'.
I love to stroke your hair
And breathe in your sweet scent
But every so often, you look a bit like a bear.
But I don't seem to care
As long as your here
With me now and forever
Be mine.
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These little poems might be shit to you, but to me they mean a lot. That's all for now. I am off to Holland with the band for 5 days now!! See you later! BONJOUR!!
Lotsa hugs and kisses
GeorgiaMay Xx

Sunday 11 September 2011

All On My Own.

I feel so alone right now. Like no one I know is here, or even cares. And I feel like I am letting every single person that I know down. I must be so shallow, because I don't even realize. Don't know that everything turns out to be my fault. Which is unfourtunate. I suppose. What can I say? I have problems, and unfourtunately I need to work them out. It doesn't help everyone is constantly on my back, wearing me down. It just makes me think, what's the point anymore? But I suppose loads of people feel like that at some point. It's just getting so hard to constantly be trying my best and not getting anywhere with it. No matter what I do I will always be doing something wrong. And I suppose, there is nothing I can do about it, except for try harder then I already am.
Night everyone,  Love to you all
Love GeorgiaMay Xx