Valkyrie passed away last month and I am still mourning her loss. I am heartbroken. She was the only thing that really helped me and I loved her more then anything in the whole world. I'm struggling to keep up with gcse's and still in pieces from the winter. Ah, the winter. I can barely think about it without crying. So many things happened to me during the winter just gone and I'll be honest, I'm still in broken from it all and it's only getting worse.
I just don't speak to anyone anymore. To them I am better. Nothing wrong. To them, I have forgotten everything from the winter and I'm carrying on like nothing ever happened. When, in reality I am far from fine. I'm having nightmares every single night. I haven't slept properly in weeks. And I have lost all interest in all my hobbies. For me now, it feels like my life is going nowhere. I'm stuck and everything and everyone around me is moving forward so fast I can barely see them go by. Nobody has ever really understood how I'm feeling, because I could never honestly describe how I was feeling. I wish I had the strength to help myself, but I don't. A month or so ago I had been making the effort to go to the doctors and I was getting help, but recently I haven't and now, with school and everything else I don't have the time or energy to help myself. Anyway, here's Val. Who I miss every single day and think about every single day without fail x
x R.I.P Valkyrie- You were a true warrior hamster x
